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5/17/2007 sad..~* kyk *~
finally,i din't see him 17 days already..
although it's just two weeks more,we seem like two strangers.
if ask me my feeling for this relationship,i...don't know how to explain MY FEELING!
it concludes some SOUR..some SWEET..so SUPRISED..some TORTURE..some SADNESS and some TEARS...
there're so tough for me to get rid of all these..
our distance will be farer and farer if i let time to pass like this!
he will go there soon.
what can i say or do?
i can't voice out a single words..
ahhhh....
why every time i will in love with the one loving other people so much?
hiaz...
who can help me!!!
the disappointed thing is...
even he also don't understand me...my feeling...my heart!
everyday i miss him so much!miss him like crazy..
BUT..he will never know!
i'm always being left out by HIM...
i really so sad...so down..
i tell myself again and again.
he's not my beloved and my forever love..
i'm not suppose to be so stubborn.
i know that!
but i can't!even though i tried so many times before!
really don't know what to do!
all seem so wrong again!
11/22/2006 - 笨蛋 -冰箱结霜咖啡滚烫
煮不好最简单的早餐
我的生活是一团混乱
维持单身感觉茫然
喜不喜欢习不习惯
我总是说不出个答案
一个人来又一个人往
怎么让他流连忘返
我不想当笨蛋
我在墙上写满渴望
我可以大哭一场
房间还是空空荡荡
我绝对不逞强
该属于我任其自然
可是我也要安全感
在某个适当程度的主张
纵然是了解眼光也是温暖
每个早上都想赖床
没有梦是最让人沮丧
我的眼睛盯着天花板
也跑不出任何对象
一首给你给他也是给我的一首歌。。。。。。
笨蛋，不是每个人都当得开心。
而我，是开心地，伤心地，沮丧地，矛盾地的。。笨蛋！
最后，我只能忍着眼泪对你说。。。
我选择做回自己。。。。。
我。。
我。。。
我。。。。
总爱哭着笑自己。。。。。。笨蛋！ 10/12/2006 傻瓜today,i was waiting at the bank for almost 1 hour coz of her..
but i din't complaint anything at all!
just doing her friend's thing,i was waiting at there for 1 hour,
am i stupid??
i think i never waiting someone for so long so patiently.
if not because of her,i was at home resting already.
why i was so stupid fetched her and her friends to 3 places?
it's hot outside..
my hands and legs almost get sunburn!!
hiaz...
i am so sad!
why i thought of 'P B'after she said she wanted the book?
how much i hope i was wrong..
but just herself know,who is the one inside her heart.
i know i can't be the one anymore..
but i am willing to stay beside her...
i just wanna know she is safe,happy,health..all the while!
then i am content..
[ pig...my beloved forever! ]
8/13/2006 long long time..suddenly,i realise that i got almost 4 days din online ady!
izit bcz u less online d so i oso lazy to online?
actually i very very miss u!
our distance are farer and farer...
sad!
i m tryin so hard to stop missing u ah!
but i failed!
i had done 1 stupid thing just to test can i 4 gt u!
so soli to sum1 ah!!!!!
haiz haiz haiz...
duno la!!!!!!!
wrong wrong wrong!
the wrong 1 always me...........
sad sad sad sad sad!
7/27/2006 never change..what i want,still the same.
i love you...
how much i hope you are mine forever!
is you,i knew what is LOVE..
is you,i knew the feeling of missing someone..
is you,my life became colourful..
is you,i smiled happily..
all is you!
but....
where are you???
i miss you so much!
i hope i can see you every hour,every minute and every second..
you are my world.
perhaps you are beside me,i willing to give up everything!
because,i got you,i am more than enough!
but,who can help me tell you..
my heart is belongs to you?
you never know that i love you so madly,
because your heart is thinking about the other one..
the one you LOVE deeply...
pig,i had tried hundred of times be tough wothout you,
but finally i lose!
i can't stand up without your love.
you are gone,i am sick!
well,why the fact must be like that?
izzit fair?
7/24/2006 i won't cry!tis few days,i really struggled!
i can't stop thinking of u,can't stop feeling sad,can't stop...
i noe my love will become deeper n deeper in the future!
wat can i do?
smiling at u n pretend tat i hav letting go my love?
or couple v sum1 i dun love jz to cure my hurt?
i really duno wat r u thinking!
i jz hope to noe who is the 1 u actually LOVE now!
i believe got this appearance!
dun bluffing anymore,can?
it's hurting me!
ahhh!!!!
how much i hope i can hold ur hand,
and run to sumwhr u like,
and then looking into ur eyes..
and tell u......
'.......' i love u.i really wish u r mine forever!i wish i can be v u forever n more..
hahaha....
i noe,i should wake up frm dream.
ur heart is not belongs to me!
u love SHE,not ME!
i miss u..... 7/20/2006 miss u!i very miss you!!!!
today,i can't even completely concentrated on all the things i done.
my mind just got you!
how much i worry about you ah!
sometimes,when thought of the things you wrote,they made me felt pain!
do you know?
how much i hope i can rush to your house to see you when i think you are not alright..
ahhhhh....
i miss you i miss you i miss you!
i really hope can see you right now....!
i hope the one suffer is ME!!
because i know it is really torture!
why why why!!!
[ miss you~every minute... ]
6/30/2006 小猪..好担心他哦!怎么会突然得到这个病的!真担心..他呢!明知道自己病了又不吃药,我真的怕他一直这样痛哦..心好痛!如果病的那个是我,该多好!至少他会没事.不管怎样,现在只要能换回他健康的事情,我一定会做!只要他没事..好想念小猪!
[ 1188* ] 6/22/2006 心碎!心情很不好!放学沉默了蛮久的.很想自己一个人静静啊!很烦!很烦!很烦!真的会疯掉!
我的心真的很痛很伤很碎很累了.....我快支持不住了!!我想了一晚,我演不下那场戏了!
不要了!最近,我的痛苦有谁知道?!有谁真正关心过我呢?
please stop fooling me right now!
there are no more left in my life..
no more meaning to be tough anymore!
what i want will never came back.
what i feel now is tired and mad.
god,tell me how do i live?
in the world without LOVE,MEANING,HOPE,HAPPY...
actually facing to the one you love and lied you before are the same.
so HARD TO ACT!
6/20/2006 law wai peng!!其实我很失望!
因为我爱的你竟然....
该说什么好呢?
好想生气你,但是你知道的,我做不到!
不管怎样,你走来的那一刻我不会忘记!
谢谢你!
你的道歉...
给了我那伤心的心情一点安慰.
今天...时,脑里想的一直是你,搞得我不能专心..
我真的好想看着你离开,但是我没办法!
当时真的很舍不得噢..
听说你因为某某人没出现而发脾气了!
真的吗?
我听了,很失落....
不管是真还是假都好,你心里的确存在着一个你很深爱的人..
把我给比下去了!
我......
一直收藏的这份爱情,让我真的疯了!
爱疯了...
我不后悔!
只是遗憾不能和你过每个以后.....
[ c0|L+r|e ~ 1178# ]
6/19/2006 最近..已经有几天没写这个了!
最近心情很不好,非常起伏不定.
是为什么?是因为你吗?
这几天,我真的没有什么感觉可言!
难道是我心太痛了吗?
>> 1177 <<
[ mIsS pIg muCh ... ]
6/13/2006 * 1170 ~** 1170 ~*
下雨了!我也跟着流泪了!
心好痛..
虽然 睡猪 还是知道我的付出,但是他冷漠的眼神让我很伤!
我还是在反反覆覆的....
泪,终于在楼梯口流了出来!
怎么我越哭越感觉痛?!
我的世界,除了深爱着 睡猪 是真的,还有什么是真的呢?
真真假假围绕着我,我已习惯.
只是有时我还是会误信假的!
真的怕啊!怕受伤了!
除了他给的伤,其他的,我已没力承受了!
我也很希望让我开心的是你 ...
[ 我爱的 小猪 ,我在伤心流泪,你知道吗? ] 6/12/2006 累今天的我好奇怪!
突然一言不发地,走在gurney..
在想着你吗?
还是我在烦恼些什么?
看到一对对的情侣,心里好难受!
为什么我不能有那个机会?
突然好想发奋读书哦!
可是我最多会持续两三天而已..有点失败哦..
好想单独和你相处,怎么就是那么难?!
到底他的那个'你'指的是谁?
我反反覆覆的,怎么也睡不着啊!
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> aNn|vErsArY < 6/9/2006 开心我不断地期待,我总算等到今天了!
能看到睡猪,我已经我满足了.
但是看到他之后,我的开心是没人懂!
我的微笑,就是因这样而泛起!
我真的真的好想好想睡猪!!!!
虽然只是在旁默默地看着他,我已很满足了!
我要的,就是这样简单......
他的出现,他的微笑,甚至是他爱睡的样子,我都注意着.
当然,也随之微笑着...
不对,应该是傻笑!!
我好开心!
我总算不用思念睡猪思念得睡不着了!
[ 睡猪,我爱你...! ] 6/8/2006 How Do I Livehow do i get through one night without you?
if i had to live without you.
what kind of life would that be?
oh i.
i need you in my arms,,need you to hold.
you're my world,my heart,my soul.
if you ever leave.
baby you would take away everything.
good in my life.
and tell me now.
how do i live without you?
i want to know.
how do i breathe without you?
if you ever go.
how do i ever,ever survive?
how do i,how do i,oh how do i live?
without you.
there'd be no sun in my sky.
there would be no love in my life.
there'd be no world left for me.
and i.
baby i don't know what would i do.
i'd be lost if i lost you.
if you ever leave.
baby you would take everything real in my life.
and tell me now.
how do i live without you?
i want to know.
how do i breathe without you?
if you ever go.
how do i ever,ever survive?
how do i,how do i,oh how do i live?
please tell me baby.
how do i go on?
if you ever leave.
baby you would take away everything i need you with me.
baby you don't know that you're everything.
good in my life?
how do i live without you?
how do i live without you?
你真的不知道,我到底有多爱你!
可能我应该说,我自己也预计不到到底有多深!
没有了你,我怎样生活?
这首歌,我时常都在听.
因为它就像描述我的生活....!
到底最后会变成怎样?
我真的好想那天不要到来....
我真的不舍得与你分开,一刻也不想...!!!
我爱你~睡猪!
[ 我的世界只属于..你! ]
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6/5/2006 爱去哪了?怎么我的世界会失去光彩?
爱走了,我就从来没真的开心过啊!
日久生情.............
为什么没得从来?
我的微笑,到底几时才是真的??
我想,就是和他聊完天或有得见到他时吧?!!
也许世界上一对情侣没有天长地久的爱情.
但我相信还是有永恒的单恋!
至少当我还爱着他时,我是这样觉得...
其实我知道我会爱他到很久很久,只是没人懂我的心.....!
好想念他....
* 1162 ** 6/3/2006 pig+ 1161* +......!
remember pig,
the number will increase everyday...
till the end of my life!
because...
i will love pig forever and more!
again,
it just specially for pig..
I LOVE YOU... 6/1/2006 + 小猪 +为什么总是让我猜测你爱的到底是谁?!
我不停的..想着,猜测着..
我得不到答案!!
为什么你要收藏起来?
你的爱,难道就不可以告诉朋友吗?
我看到你这样..真的真的很伤心!
我多心痛,你知道吗?
爱一个人很难,但是你还把爱藏在心里,不是更辛苦吗?
不要这样,好吗?
我真的不要看到你这样!
你伤心,心痛,我分担不了....
我很自责!
怎么就连以朋友的身份关心你,也显得这样难?
我在乎你,所以我一直在祈求你开心..
我尽可能做任何事情,只为了让你开心!
我曾经想尽办法,哄你开心,但是还是失败了!
我还能为你做什么?
最后,我只有每次都躲在一旁,离你不远的地方...
守护着你,保护着你,想着你,爱着你...
i knew i loved you before i met you..
i knew i loved you more than what i say..
i knew i loved you not because you are who,is just simply because..
you are the one i will love forever!
i love you..forever and more..
[ pig ] |
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